Discharged on 31 Jul....
I was so glad I am out of that horrible place....

with dirty and smelly toilet....

.......................sleepless nite.....

.....................................restricted movement.....

Need I say more?..Anyone will be glad to be out of hospital....

I was resting at home on 1st Aug(Wed) and wanting to go back work on 2nd Aug(Thu)...Who knows....

Fate is making fun of my life....I am readmitted to hospital again....on 2nd Aug(Thu) after my diahorrea came back at 3am in the morning....

My mum rush me to hospital at 7am in the morning......
I spend my time in the A&E with several dose of painkiller....and only reached the ward at around 5pm as the ward bed was not ready......

Gosh......I was thinking...how it is going to affect my work again....as I am sure this time round if I am admitted the doctor will not discharge me so soon till my tummy is totally cleared and can accept solid food well.....

Next few days was a tortured on bed.....I spend my few days confined on bed...with dose and dose of pain killer to suppress my pain....only today 04Aug(Sat) that I felt better and was able to sit up to blog...

My face was swelling like a pig head due to the side effect of the medicine. Arms and hands are covered with brusies and needle poke....

Doctor just came..as expected...he said he wanted me to rest my gut without food...so that my gut will not be overworked...

Well as expected, he mentioned I got to be here in hosp till at least next tue/Wed(7/8Aug).

I just hope that my tummy....will be more obedient.....don't give me so much problem and let me recover faster and go back to work..so that I will not make my family worry and be a hindrance to my company....Don't know why only I am always so down on my luck to have all this.....Everyone ard me is always up and running happily.....Is this my life???Is this what I have to go through for the rest of my life?

Nontheless, I want to thank my Bestie Pris also for coming to visit me on Thu(I was sound asleep due to my painkiller effect) and cancelling her dinner gathering with her frends to visit me on Fri again.

Thank you all who visited me and show concern for me one way or another and Cheri who called all the way from Aus....during my dark and painful period.

Pray for my speedy recovery!!! Sometimes I really feel like reaching out to God....But somehow I have no faith and can't feel much from him after so many ordeal. Is it just all in the mind?

May God Bless me!!!!