As my big day is only less than 40days away, there more and more things to prepare and confirmed. However, I do have mixed feeling as this moment.

How is after marriage life going to be for me?
Will I be used to marriage life?

Or will I feel that there will be too much differences before and after for me?

Can I get used to my hubby to be living habits, Parents in law, his relative, his friends..etc?

All this to me remains a question mark till this day…..

How is my feeling right now??….I guess I am excited and worried at the same time….

I can just hope and pray that there is not going to be any drastic changes….

Recently I have been feeling much more healthier, more energy level …and less relapse….

But I wonder..how long is this good thing going to remain for me…

Everytime I have a relapse, the pain can just kill me….it just turn my whole life upside down……Can my hubby-to-be really cope with this emotionally and physically?

I guess this will still remain a mystery and a challenge for him….

But I guess it is really courageous of him to take this step forward to share this pain with me..knowing very well my condition and not knowing when I will just depart from this world….leaving him all alone….

Well I guess, for now I have to put all my worries aside and just concentrate on making this big event of my life successful and enjoy the process..whatever happen later….I just have to worry later….Anyway I guess the biggest hurdle at this point of time now…is where my career taking me to??This is also a real big question mark.

Well, I am actually very looking forward to this big day and excited about the arrival of our love nest in March. =D

Finally I have my own roof…and my own space..without nags….hopefully no quarrels as well.

What are still the outstanding items for my big day?
1) Printed inserts and awaiting for collection on 18th Jan
2) GDL on 2nd Feb
3) Sending out invitation card
4) Planning my AD Program
5) Meeting my helpers
6) Confirmation of seating arrangement and drinks by 18th Feb
7) Meeting with lawyer for house transfer
8) Looking for renovators
9) Buying furnitures(dining table, TV console, sofa, coffee table)
10) Electrical appliances and products

O….anyone want to donate anything for my new house?=D

Anyway I have got back the soft copy of my bridal shoots. Here are some preview.