17 Apr(tuesday) went to see doctor for regular checkup. Well.....it wasn't a fantastic thing to be visiting hosp regularly

Did some other blood test today as I was having tummy pain last 2 weeks....

After the morning checkup, I proceed back to work. At about 3pm in the same afternoon, I received a call from the hospital. Asking me to go back today(13Apr) as the doctor wants to talk to me.....he said...my blood test was abnormal and there are damages on my PANCREAS.....

I was at a loss when I received the news. I do not know what is the functionality of PANCREAS nor what is happening to me as it comes too sudden....my "Amylase" and "Lipase" test was exceptionally high out of range.

I check up the internet and realise that PANCREAS is use for digestion and according to doctor damages in PANCREAS will lead to diabetics easily in future.....sigh..."Is Life FAIR?"

He tells me...now he can only wait for the scan result next Tuesday to see how much damage is done to my Pancreas before he can decide on the next step to take......


I still haven't get married, have kid,hubby and a happy family of my own.......I have always yearn to have my own kid since I was a small child....now with all this happening...is my dream going to be dash...I am just a simple woman with just a simple wish.....But why is all this happening to me..."Why has life been so unfair to me"

Since I managed to live on after the ordeal 10 years old, why issit that GOD cannot let me live my life peacefully and create all this ordeal one after another for me.....
When is all this going to STOP