Weekend wasn't fantastic....

Had my CT scan done on Friday(20-Apr) morning....
Initially had wanted to go back to work after my scan. But it ended quite late and I was rather tired...so decided to take the day off for a good rest.

Reach the hospital at about 9.30am.....did some blood test before proceeding to register for my CT scan.
By the time I have finished registering, it was already 10+...
I was called into the nurse room where she inserted a plug onto my hand.....for the contrast to be inserted during the scanning...

I was also given a bottle of barium to drink for the next 2 hrs....The purpose of the barium is to allow CT scan to clearly see my organs clearly when the barium flow through...

To begin with, of course the barium doesn't taste nice and what make it worse was that I feel quite bloated and still have to swallow that big bottle of yucky barium.
Scan ended at 1+ in the afternoon, decided to take the day off since I am feeling unwell and it will be quiet late by the time I reach office.

Slept eary at about 1030 pm as I wasn't feeling too good.
Sat and Sun wasn't fantastic either.
Tummy was painful throughout the weekend thus didnt sleep well at night. Had to constantly feed myselfwith tramadol(painkiller) to reduce the pain......I can only weep silently.

Well I guess by now you should know I have been spending my weekend lying on bed...not even have the energy to walk around or even talk.

KT ask me to have faith in GOD..and I will heal...apparently since the ordeal 10 years ago, I have lost all faith in GOD.

In anyway what I don't understand is....since he is a believer of God, he can pray for my recovery ma....and it should work right...
Why must the victim itself to be believer before it works...then what is the purpose of christian always saying..."I will pray for your recovery"?
Anyway...I was dead tired....and in pain....not even the slightest energy to think further.....
Going to see doctor on Tuesday(24-Apr) for the result of my scan to determine the amount of damage that has been done for my Pancreas....

I am just a simple girl..with a simple wish..that is to stay healthy...now in this situation..I don't even know...if my little wish of having a baby of my own can be fulfilled.

For people out there who have read my blog...and are believers of GOD....do say a little prayer for my recovery.

Wish me luck in my fight against this painful ordeal.......