25th Jul 08

Finally discharged frm hospital.......Have been resting at home and on hospital leave for one week.

Haven't been able to sleep well......Or I be waking up in the middle of the night.....I guess is due to the high dosage of steriods that are pump into my body......

Headache has gone away. I have regain the control of my left limbs....This is a sign of the good news as it shows the inflammation on the brain artery healing.....

However, I am still unable to see clearly...Many times I see flashes of light and blur vision....I hope time will heal everyting......hopefully the miracle expensive medicine Rituximab will have a effect on me......although 90% of the patients respond to the medicine, I hope I am not so unlucky to fall under that 10%........

Sometimes...is really kind of depressing when you thought your disease is under control...and suddenly it shoot right up to the head....

At times I lament, When will I be able to lead a normal life like all the other people...when will I be able to start my own family? When will GOD every be fair to me...and give me what I should be having?