Dear friends,
My wedding is finally over....I had an enjoyable and most memorable wedding...

Ballroom is simply gorgeous...and small and cosy...with high ceilings and nice chandlier......

Food was great...Relatives and friends gave thumbs up for it...


Everyone commented my album was very well taken..the photographer has done my bridal shots very well......

It's 23rd Feb 2008 Saturday today.....

Finally my big day has arrived..Time really flies......I couldnt believe I am finally tying the knot today.

Woke up 4am in the morning..not that I want..but I can't get to sleep....

heeeeeeeeeee...Feeling the excitement...and
I am going to look so beautiful today.....

okie...got to get ready for my makeup artist to arrive...

stay tuned for more interesting blog on my wedding....

Once again Congraulations to myself.....

Wednesday, 13Feb 2008


5th day of Chinese New Year on 11th Feb, I was warded at NUH again for severe tummy pain and diahorrea…..Is it my misfortune….or should look at it in another manner? That I am considered fortunate as there many people who are more unfortunate than me….
Well today is the 3rd day of my hospitalization and I was just taken off the drip today. That was why I was able to blog. Doctor wanted to test if I can take tolerate light diet….I guess that is how I am going to live my whole life…bogged down by something that is not going to kill me..But torturing me my whole life…..I just hope that medical will be so advance one of this days and it could cure me completely.

I am glad that at this point of time, I managed to find someone who is willing to share my 2nd part of my life with me and accept the way I am by taking up the challenge of shouldering this extra burden.


Well, Life has not been a bed of roses for me…..and I must say we are not a perfect match…We are trying to work hard to improve our relationship for a better future and hopefully…to have another small new life…..

My big day is actually just 10 days away…on 23rd Feb2008…happening next Saturday. I am surprised to find myself in this state…..warded in a hospital with a relapse just 10 days away from my wedding...

I guess fate is really making fun of me…..I do hope of course that things will change for the better…..Sometimes I can just console myself…”As long as you live, there will be hope”.

Now I just hope that I can get well soon and be discharged as soon as possible so that I can be in a best state next Saturday for my wedding at Four seasons hotel…..

I do look forward to moving into my love nest with my darling...and building a better and more meaningful life for the future……

Cheers to my speedy recovery and my coming Big Day!!!!!

2nd FEB.... Saturday.....

It is my Guo Da Li today. However, everything is as simple as possible...

KT brought the stuff to my house.

I bought 8 oranges, ask KT to prepare a cheque to be placed in Ang Bao and my Si Dian Jin.

"Whoa"..
Isn't it simple...and best of all KT do not need to to lift his finger to do a single thing becuase I prepare everyting for him.....

He just need to be my chaffeur for the day to deliver cakes and cards to relatives.

He arrive at my house at 1130am.

Look at him..grinning from ear to ear..all so anxious to marry me....hehe....;)

As all my relatives stay in the east side, everyting was very easy.....except that we still need to plan the route accordingly.....

1) Clementi
2) Cassia Crescent
3) Circut Rd
4) Haig Rd
5) Bedok
6)Tampines

Just 6 stop..it ended at 4pm..

Isn't it easy.....anyway I should give him a pad on his shoulder for his great work of spending 100mins driving on the road today....

Finally this is over....What's next?

Chinese New Year is coming.....Whoa is really fast this year...and my big day..is just 3 weeks time....

I got my wedding album back...But am quite disappointed coz it wasn't done well..there is a cut in one of the page...but the boss say will change for me after my wedding..I hope he really do and keep his word man....:(

I am really looking forward...thou at the same time..I am having premarriage jitters...

Is that normal for all brides?

As my big day is only less than 40days away, there more and more things to prepare and confirmed. However, I do have mixed feeling as this moment.

How is after marriage life going to be for me?
Will I be used to marriage life?

Or will I feel that there will be too much differences before and after for me?

Can I get used to my hubby to be living habits, Parents in law, his relative, his friends..etc?

All this to me remains a question mark till this day…..

How is my feeling right now??….I guess I am excited and worried at the same time….

I can just hope and pray that there is not going to be any drastic changes….

Recently I have been feeling much more healthier, more energy level …and less relapse….

But I wonder..how long is this good thing going to remain for me…

Everytime I have a relapse, the pain can just kill me….it just turn my whole life upside down……Can my hubby-to-be really cope with this emotionally and physically?

I guess this will still remain a mystery and a challenge for him….

But I guess it is really courageous of him to take this step forward to share this pain with me..knowing very well my condition and not knowing when I will just depart from this world….leaving him all alone….

Well I guess, for now I have to put all my worries aside and just concentrate on making this big event of my life successful and enjoy the process..whatever happen later….I just have to worry later….Anyway I guess the biggest hurdle at this point of time now…is where my career taking me to??This is also a real big question mark.

Well, I am actually very looking forward to this big day and excited about the arrival of our love nest in March. =D

Finally I have my own roof…and my own space..without nags….hopefully no quarrels as well.

What are still the outstanding items for my big day?
1) Printed inserts and awaiting for collection on 18th Jan
2) GDL on 2nd Feb
3) Sending out invitation card
4) Planning my AD Program
5) Meeting my helpers
6) Confirmation of seating arrangement and drinks by 18th Feb
7) Meeting with lawyer for house transfer
8) Looking for renovators
9) Buying furnitures(dining table, TV console, sofa, coffee table)
10) Electrical appliances and products

O….anyone want to donate anything for my new house?=D

Anyway I have got back the soft copy of my bridal shoots. Here are some preview.

It's end of Year 2007.
This year was a roller coaster ride for me......and the ending of my 29 years of singlehood life.
What is my life going to be for the coming new year 2008. What is the new goal and new target I should set for myself?

This year many people resign from my team. Most of the senior staff from my team are gone....This is quite a big impact because there hasn't been any new projects coming in. Therefore, I am now in a project that is not within my skillset.

In life, there always 2 ways you view things. Either you view a cup half-full or half-filled.
Well of course it can be a good opportunity to learn new things. But then I feel kind of lost when you are in a totally new projectwhich there are expectations for you to deliver something with standard and quality. Sometimes, I am worried if my deliverables areon the right track. Are there enough ingredients to what I have done.

Ultimately,people always got to be able to adjust to new changes. But still I hope to be involved in FSI project because that iswhere my strong interest lies. Guess road ahead of me is not going to be smooth. Unless I meet some "GUI REN" who is going to change my path that I am walking now.

Beginning of next year is going to be a busy year for me. Why? My big Day is drawing near. Lots of things to prep and coordinate. Other than that, I have to make preparation for my new house also. Finally after 3 years of waiting, I have got my own roof over my head.
"Yuppie"......Feeling excited for having my own place to stay...

Of course the main concern now...is hoping I will not be out of job...Not going for holiday camp in NUH and stay slim...*hehe*....

14 Dec

Finally the long awaited movie is shown in cinema "The wardlord"

Whoa...I am super impressed by the movie....The actor, backdrop and story plot is simply marvellous....*Thumbs UP*....

All the 3 actors Andy Lau, Jet Li, Takeshi Kaneshiro acted very well...

However I think I am most impressed by Jet Li. Well...I think that was also is becuase his role has the most chance to show his acting skill...

I really got no -ve comments about this movie.....It is really so so so so .......fantastic....do catch this movie as soon as you can..."Don't miss it"...

Spend 2 hrs washing car over weekend...Gosh...is raining again.....really waste my effort..Don't know why it is been raining almost everday this few mths....

Going four seasons this evening...to view the ballroom setup this evening...and do some window shopping...hopefully I can find some good bargain..

shucks....MISS THE GUCCI SALE last weekend.....

10 Dec
Spend the weekend sleeping and resting at home....

I think is extremely strange that I have cough and flu for close to a month….O I hope I didn’t contact any infectious disease……..

It’s so strange that my flu and cough have persisted for a month……..

Christmas is round the corner…so it means…….”MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING”*AHEM*
This year is my last year celebrating birthday with *2X*....Next year will be my Big "3"

Thinking back.....what is my biggest achievement for the past "2X" years?

What programs are installed for me?

12Dec: Company X’mas Dinner

16Dec: Cindy’s(Pr sch friend) baby 1 yr old birth bash

17Dec: Giving Birthday treat to my buddies Adrian and Pris

20Dec: Giving Birthday treat to my family

21Dec: My Birthday

22Dec: Xmas dinner gathering at Eugene Lam’s house

24Dec: Xmas Gatherint at Grandeur(KT’s school mate)

25Dec: Xmas Gathering at Serangoon Garden(My ex school mate)

30Dec: BBQ at Keong's hse


Whoa…….So many festive treats lining up…I think I gonna put on lots of weight.
But my willpower tells me to control myself to prep for 23rd Feb big event.....*keke*

But I just hope I am going to recover soon…If not I wouldn’t have the appetite and mood for all the treats and gathering…..

what a pity……It’s like once a year event if I gotto miss it…

What’s following for my XXXX prepration?

1) Gathering confirmation for my invited guest
2) Looking for printers for inserts
3) Food Tasting
4) Getting my SDJ

I gonna be so busy……I just hope everyting will be better for me as the New year approach.

25 Nov


Finally my PS on 23rd Nov was over....I am glad the weather is so nice and sunny as it has been rainig for the past few days...


It's such a concidence...Its actually thanksgiving day is United States......


It was such an enjoyable event thou I was all tired out at the end........


Didn't do much on Saturaday as I was all tired out and didnt't had a good nite sleep for the pass few days....


Sunday as usual was a household chores day..spent time...hmm..ironing clothes...mopping floor...and


guess wat..I make some choco cupcake........*Yummy*




I think I over eat this weekend...haha..think I have to go on a three days diet at the beginning of this week..as I put on 2kg last weekend..=P..


Guess I have to diet again this week...

21 Nov

Yuppie.....my ex project boss is in town from 19-22Nov.....4 days in sg....

Well he came down from Zurich..for some work engagements.....

Didn't had a chance for a drinks session with him when he was in town in July.....

I thought this time round, will have a chance.......and since he will be here for 4 days....

Supposed to go massage on 21Nov(Wed)...But as he is such a busy man....he only had time to meet me....on 21Nov....

For him, I reschedulesd all my planned appointment this week.......

Who knows...I only got to know from him today that he can only meet me for a short drink of 30mins...

No choice..I had to end my work slighlty earlier than planned today....just to meet him....else I would't know....when is the next time....I will see him again.....

Had a nice 30 mins short chat and drink with him......

Hmm...has anyone of us aged? =P

Taken this meetup

Taken 1 yr ago

...I know....that he is going for ski trip in dec.....Oops.....

I asked him to be careful of his bones..*LOL*...

Meanwhile take care and see you next time around....

15 Nov

It was Kt's 35th birthday.....Decided to bake him a yummy chocolate cake.....

The lucky boy with my yummy cake

Apparently, I tried Princess Evee's birthday cake last Sunday and it taste quite yummy.....So I decided to use that receipe for the cake that I am going to bake.....Sigh.......

It turn out to taste "yucky"....Doesn't have the similar chocolate taste thou it is soft and spongy.

What did I do? Decided to throw away the whole cake...........What a waste of time and effort....

Luckily I have extra butter and eggs at home....It was already 1030pm.....when I finish baking my first cake.....spent the next 1.5 hrs baking a new cake using my previous receipe "Chocolate Brownie Receipe".....

KT commented the brownie is too sweet the first time....this time round, I reduced the sugar..hoping it won't change the texture of the brownie.......

Gosh...I heaved sigh of relief when the cake was baked.......it looks soft any yummy.....in addition, I make another 6 muffine brownie....2 for my breakfast =P.....another 4 which I brought to office for my colleagues......

The feedback was "very yummy" I am glad.....keke.....

Look at my smiley contented face so satisfied with my own baking result...hehe...

I hope KT will appreciate my effort...coz I was very tired last night after I finish baking and washing up, it was already almost 1230am.....

Fingers skin was rough and peeling from all the washing.......*poor fingers*.....

Met up with KT only ardound 7.30pm at Amara hotel.....Please don't be mistaken..we are not there to book a room....*haha*

But there to have dinner...well..is a shanghainese restaurant....call "SILKROAD"

Ordered a few dish because as usual, I am not able to take much food.....

Well, this year birthday cake didn't come as a suprise to him..because he was expecting I will bake a cake especially he knows that I was still awake at 12 midnite the previous nite...

Enjoy some pics.......

KT with his la main(shen re chang shou mian)

Happy couple

11Nov



13Nov was my younger niece 1st birthday. It happens to fall on a Tuesday so my sister decided to bring forward the birthday celebration on 11Nov(sunday).


As I was just back from my trip on 9th Nov, I am dead tired....But as I have promised my sister previously to help her out in preparing the food, I have to drag myself out of my bed to her house.



I had to rush to complete all the ironing of my clothes from my trip and office wear that was not ironed before my trip.


Ironing clothes is the housework I hate most....don't know why but despite so many years of ironing...haha..I still have not perfect my skills.....in fact..I would consider below average....*LOL*


Reached my sis house at 1.30pm after mopping my house. Started with washing and marinating the chicken wings....



Then help out with other minor stuff like cutting, rolling, washing, etc.......



These are all the food for the birthday celebration....Actually nothing much..but I am very full after the meal.....



Chicken Wings, Puff Pastry hot dog, Pumpkin soup, Fried mee hoon, Tuna on toasted bread, Cocktail dessert, cake...





Cake baked by my sister for Princess Evee...Well It is considered quite good for a first attempt

Well, as usual no photos of my niece because my sister doesn't allow me to post their photos online as she is afraid of phedophile.....

The celebration ended at 8pm..and we all went home...with 0% of energy level....

What's coming up next? Well, Kt birthday is on 15nov. 2 days after Princess Evee....I am also baking a cake....hopefully is going to be successfully....But mine will be a simple cake without much decoration .....as I am not too fantastic with decorating and haven't take any course before....

Stay Tuned.......

I was looking forward enthuistically to this long awaited short break for a holiday in a cold country.


Well, Japan was out as KT has been there for several time. Korea was out as well as KT doesn't like the people there as he find them rude.


Finally decided to go Hanoi as it was quite well recommended by his friends as well as my friends.


Who knows this 8 days holiday turn out to be a nightmare.


Upon touching down at 9pm in Hanoi,

I was greeted with sounds of non stop horning from the bikes and cars travelling on the road.


Hanoi is a country where bikes taking up 90% of the vehicles on the road.

Road was bumpy, small and fully packed. Traffic was bad and slow moving.


Thou you can feel the cooling air, you can smell that the air is really polluted.

It didn't help matters when I am having a bad flu and cough already.


Well I thought it was still ok as I will be going Sapa(mountain area) the next day for 4 nights where I will get lots of fresh air from the mountain.

Bridge during trekking at Sapa

Village at Sapa
Nice Scenery of Sapa
After 8 hours of overnite train rite, it was freezing cold when I reach Sapa at 4am as it has been raining the whole night.
It takes another 3 hrs of bus ride to go uphill...I almost fainted as i hate to take long bus ride
due to motion sickness.
Well, when you join a package tour, I guess the expectation is that there will be tour guide accompanying you during the whole journey. However, it doesn't work this way in Hanoi.

1) 2nd Nov
The driver pick us up from Hanoi hotel and sent us to the train station in Hanoi


2) We have to take the train ourselves, get down the train with notour guide and go the the Sapa train station who have another Sapa tour guide waiting at Sapa. I thought that is pretty weird as usually tour package are accompained by tour guide.....


3) 3rd Nov
Today was still alright other than the weather. Went trekking on the mountain area and visiting the villages and waterfall.

Trekking was great except that the weather is bad as is has been raining. Obviously my new Adidas cross training shoes was not spared.


4) 4th Nov
It was a bumpy 3 hrs ride to visit their Ba-Ha market that opens on Sunday. Well it is supposed to be their largest market....But guess what, I went there and ended the day empty -handed. Guess I seriously hate to bargain especially the people doesn't know English. Tourist there will only be "CARROT HEAD"

5) The journey back to my hotel uphill sucks..

Apparently, the tour guide in Sapa left the tour bus before going uphill...to go home(without even finishing his job of sending us back to our hotel)..

So we are left with the driver (Who doesn't know English). He stopped a few times on his way back to the hotel to pick up some (don't know who) of his personal customers

for his own extra earning. Wasted my time....

At Sapa town, he had to make a few extra drop off for those persoal customers....well again wasting my time....

In fact, he actually got the cheek to chit chat in the hotel with (don't know who) and kept us waiting in the car....


6) Some people was so pissed off with the waiting that they decided to get off the bus and walk back on their own. As my hotel was quite far from the palce where he stopped,we hesitate to get down. Until finally after KT was too piss, he decide to get down and walk. It was then that the driver came back. However, the driver didn't know which hotel we stayed nor did he know how to speak english. Can you imagine how frustrating can that be? It was until we were at another hotel reception that he asked for the receptionist help to translate. Then we finally got back to our hotel.

7) I thought it was pretty bad of the driver working attitude to use our time to do his own personal things and very unprofessional of the tour guide not to finish sending us back to hotel before he end his day.


9) I was supposed to take the night train back to Hanoi the next day. I reached Hanoi at 430am and was told to catch a taxi of my own back to Viet Anh Hotel in Hanoi....I thought there will be a driver to pick us up and send us to hotel at this wee hours...Well I was totally caught out of suprise as I joined the tour packaage and is supposed to pick us and send us back to hotel.


10) Reached the hotel at 5am, I was glad everyting is over and got a room to check in and have a hot shower before I sleep. Who knows, when we reached the hotel, the hotel was in total darkness. Lights were switched off and door was locked...


11) The guard was sleeping inside the hotel infront of the door...After a few knocks, he woke up and open the door for us to go in.

12) Guess what, he said we cannot check in because the receptionist was at home sleeping and will only be at work at 7am.

13) At this point of time, can you imagine how angry I felt? I paid $$ for the previous nite so that I can go to my room the moment I reached Hanoi and now I am stuck at the hotel lobby waitingfor the receptionist to come. "Never stay at Viet Anh Hotel again". It is either their management / process got problem, or their staff is plain lazy, irresponsible or bo chap. Anyway is the first time that I see a hotel not open 24hrs with the door lock at nite and all the staff asleep.It's really a eye-opener.

14)The next day I went around Old Quarter area for walk and shopping...well nothing much to shop as I was pissed off by a staff assistant. I was in a shop looking at some accessories when one lady slap my hand....telling me I cannot touch the accessories.I thought that is ridiculous.Why can't a shopper even touch something that is hanging on open space? After being pissed I walk out of the shop immediately and went to their high-end cafe(equivalent olio dome in Singapore) as I did not have any more mood to shop.

Food and Drinks at Highland Coffee

15) I ordered a ice mocha, vietnamese coffee cheesecake and KT ordered a black coffee...Well obviously the stuff looks yummy.....As I was halfway through the cheesecake, guess what I saw?A fly that is stuck at the side of the cake...."Yucks" can you imagine how I felt at that point of time,I brought the pcs of cake back to the counter staff....Guess what she did..."She smile at me and says a Fly".

16) Then she took a straw and scrap away the fly from the cake...she thought that will be ok.What is this crap? This is supposed to be a high end cafe, hygience and customer service is so bad.

17) I told the staff that I am not going to eat this piece of cake. She then run to the manager and come back to tell me she will change the cake.

18) Well when the cake came back, she gave me a new piece with half the size of the original cake. "simply ridiculous".People only return one whole piece. This is the first time I saw people giving half a piece back.

19) I was just too overwhelmed by all the events that has happen. Decide to head back to the hotel at 3pm. I stayed in the hotel throughout hoping my nightmare in Hanoi will end soon.

On the boat in Halong

Nice Scenery of Halong

beautiful sunset at Halong
20) Next day was a trip to Halong bay. This was the best trip I had so far out of the past 6 days. Halong was beaufiful. It was nice cooling weather, peaceful and fresh air.

21) Well the Halong bay trip was 2 days and 1 night. I thought everyting will end soon with the nightmare in Hanoi.Who knows, on the day when we are on the way back to APT office(travel agent that book the tour), I asked the tour guide several time if she is going to drop us at APT office and she replied yes.

22) When we reach Hanoi, she drop us at 2 street away from APT office. I was pretty pissed coz I was pulling my big luggage. In hanoi, the pavement were all park with motobikes, there are no proper space or road that I can even pull my luggage properly. I had to pull my luggage on the rough road fighting space with the motobikes and cars travelling on the road. Don't you think that is sickening when they had already promised to drop us at the office and after several times of confirmation from the tour guide.It was later when they drop us at the street that the tour guide said the car is too big to go into the street.

23) I thought she should have stated that upfront? Anyway I was very dissapointed with the service provided by the people there despite a more expensive amt that I have paid for.I did not get the service or quality that I was expecting for.

24) Finally dragged my luggage to the Apt Office and took a airport transfer back to airport.At this moment of my mind, I just want to end this nightmare as soon as possible. Lucky nothing bad happen on our way back to airport.

25) Well, it wasn't the end. My flight was delayed. It was supposed to depart at 930pm. Now is reschedule to 1030pm. Only touched down at SG airport at 2am. Slept only around 3.30am. Is the worst holiday I ever been to.


Nice backview in Halong with KT

Cat on boat

The long awaited day has finally arrived....26Oct...is the company yearly kick off event....

This year is a cruise to the high seas....Thought it will be a much more interesting event....


My 2 *Ahem* YANDAO bodyguard throughout the trip
My BI Team


Initally I though I will be going on that boat..... *Roll eyes*


Who knows...I was led on to another boat....what a disappointment

This year was much worse than last year...the emcee was boring...not professional...just another staff on board......

food sucks...not hot and not as much variety like last year....


The room was very cold..I could feel shivers....in my heart...gluping down cups and cups of hot tea....for the whole nite... until the toilet became my good friend that night


Although there were more people participating in the event this year, it seems lesser than last year...perhaps because everyone was scattered in 3 levels...and some people was gambling in some corner... some were in karoake room...and some having secret rendevous in some dark corner of the boat...*You know who u are*

Unlike last year everyone was concentrated in just one area.. and at least 80% of the people participate in the activites



I was sabo for a stupid rock band dress up again..... Just like last year....Anyting new?

You see this guy obviously is trying to impressed lor.....blocking my view....scared nobody can take photo of him..*pui*
This year, not everyone was in the main room during the games session..as such, the games doesn't involve a lot of people..In fact, I think only 20% of the people participate in the pathetic 5 set of "NOT SO" boring games....and "yup" a small little token for participation of games

Furthermore, I was quite anaemic this time..so was quite lethargic....and the cruise make it worst with that motion sickensss...

Well nothing much happen that night....it was a boring event...and people just sit around chitchatting for the next 1hr after the games session..

Guess what..the event end earlier than expected at 930pm instead of 1030pm..I guess is just too boring that they decided to come back to Sg earlier

*I almost laugh till jaw drop* and you know this cruise is not cheap...

Well..is better this way since there is nothing on board to do either..haa...*Waste time*.....

Good also..as my parents are out on Jiu Zhai Gou(China) trip for 10days..

they are coming back tonite...Wuppie....don't know what present will I get....*Haha*..

Well, I be flying off soon as well on 1st-8th Nov for a trip to somewhere cold...Make a guess...where am I going.... *Shucks...I am down with sore throat and cough now*

Nope...I am not going to tell you...Wait till I am back and you will see my pics...

Your teacher never teach you "Patience is a virtue"

Just a glance of my photo taken before holiday "Dont miss me ok"(I like to find excuse to show photo CAN?) Gosh...I think my face is getting puffy with the high dose of steriod......:(

13 Oct 2007

It was a sunny and hot morning......
Sun was shining brightly on the sky and birds were chirping

I woke up at 7am to start preparing sandwiches for my pinic outing at Botanic Garden

KT, me, 2nd sis, BIL, elder and younger niece....agreed to meet at Botanic Garden for pinic...well it was my younger niece first pinic outing....

I thought it will be a fun pinic as my niece is michievious and cheeky....

I was looking for this much awaited outing...as me and kt ...was awaiting to see what fun act my niece will perform.....

Arrive at 9.40am at Botanic Garden....

Due to some miscommunication with KT, I was standing at at the main entrance carrying big and small bag waiting for KT....

I waited for 20mins from 9.10am to 9.30am...before I decided to walk towards Palm Valley(KT's hp is with me)

At 9.40am I saw KT at the Palm valley..apparently, he had waited for 20mins for me here...
But I wonder..since he didn't see me, couldn't he have just borrowed a handphone from someone and try to reach me?


What if I have waited at the main entrance still?....Gosh.....

Is the starting of a bad day.....

Then KT and my sis....lay out the pinic mat on the slope.....it was still sunny then
Barely 10 mins after we layout the mat, we sat down and eat the sandwiches that I prepared.....
halfway though eating, the sky suddenly turn dark......and within few mintues, it started pouring.....

We were so frantically trying to pack up.....to rush towards the Symphony stage for shelter....

Shucks...should have taken some photos..of the threatening sky and heavy downpour....

Well, as I was pushing my niece in her stroller, we were the last few to reach there....

KT was very helpful....he helps to carry many things..knowing my sis cannot carry heavy stuff..due to some back problem...

It was about 10am when we finally settled down at the Symphony stage.....
It didn't help matter...when SCGS was having some outing there..They practically occupied 1/2 of the space in the Symphony stage....

We ate our chips and continue with the sandwiches..hoping the sky will clear soon....

Who knows..the rain kept getting heavier and heavier.....

It didn't help matter when We have only one small umbrella(belongs to my sis)...

Finally at 11am...we decided to get out of Botanic Garden and proceed to Macdonald at King Albert Park....

The "Wei Da" KT.....took my sis umbrella....walk to his car(15mins)...and walk back(15mins) to Symphony stage....carrying 3 large umbrella with him.....

It was really a good walk for him...hehe..knowing..that he is fat like a "Humpty Dumpty" now....

We pack up and is on the way to the carpark...

BIL carry my elder niece..and took some bags....
KT push the stroller..and a few bags(very heavy)
My sis carry a umbrella to shield me...and a small bag of hers.....
I carried my younger niece(around 8kg)...and walk for around 20mins to the carpark...

My niece was very happy and exicted...she was struggling along the way and smilling nonstop...

I can see she is enjoying the rain....but gosh....her struggle make it more difficult for me to carry her..as she keeps slipping down....

Well..I was anaemic recently..and haven't been exercising for awhile...so it is a test for me to carry her that long.....

Finally at about 11.30am...we reached King Albert Park.....the rain has stopped..and the sun has come out....

KT was drenched during the time he was trying to help my sis close the stroller to put in the car...

You see...my sis Doesn't know how to close the stroller....*faint*

Finally settled down at Mcdonalds......
Everyone was tired and drained out..practically 0% of energy level...

I and Kt wasn't too hungry...so I shared with him a packet of fries..and he bought a hot coffee for himself....

sister was feeding my younger niece to her porride.....
BIL was feeding my elder niece to chicken mcnugget meal.....
After KT is done with his fries, he carried my younger niece...
It was the first time that she didn't cried whilst being carried by KT.....

Furthermore...she was so happy and enjoyed herself.....playing with KT....
She almost couldn't stop laughing.......
she is really so cute..as I have never seen her laugh uncontrollably this way before....
Luv her to bitz......

Well...left about 1230pm from King Albert mcdonald....as I was too tired(insomia for past 2 nights)

Sorry folks ...no pics to share...as my sis doesn't like me to post my niece pictures on line....

6 Oct 2007

It was a sunny and hot afternoon......
As Singapore is a small island with very enertainment or place to travel, KT & I decided to go Labrador park near Alexandra for a stroll......

Believe it or not it was my first time to go Labrador Park thou I have been talking about going there since ages ago....

Well, you are not able to go Labrador Park if you do not have a car because it is a long walk deep into the park from the main road.....

Labrador Park is really a park that is not commercialized yet...unlike East Coast, it is so crowdedwith people and very commercliazed park.....

Of course, you are unable to find recreational facilities and enertainment there as compared to East Coast park.

Apart from a handful of barbecue pit, and lots of greenery, that's about it....

However, I enjoyed the short one hour walk there....

It was a very very slow stroll for me.....as I think I am anaemic again....

Personally, I like the feeling of Labrador Park.

Nice beautiful sunset.....

Large trees and small beautiful mountains....

Quiet river which not much people and noises....

A very relaxing, peaceful and tranquil place....

Well, if you are looking for a park to rest and relax and sort out your thoughts quietly, I guess that is a good place to go.....

Again...the bad news is I am anaemic again......at a blood level of 7.3(Half of normal human)

No wonder I have been tired, breathless and having constant headache recently....

One ordeal after another.....

But I always tell myself there are more unfortunate people than me out there.

"You have hope as long as you live"

Sigh....the last time I had this anemic was like 10years ago....

Don't know why recently it has been bugging me again.....Is it because of my long suppressed frustration that has caused me emotional instability?

1 Oct was the wedding of my temptation cruise gal friend....

Met her in 14 Feb 2004 in a Temptation Cruise Event held by Wkrz91.3 radio station.....

Time really flies...Is already 3 years.....and everyone is getting slowly one by one....
In fact I hardly attend any friend's wedding nowadays....
That is because almost 95% of my ex classmates or schoolmates are all married....

Well.... Obviously I am stil the one left on the shelf......
Gosh...I am turning 30 very soon......Hitting the 'Big 3'.....
Guess I will never be able to fulfill my wish of having my first baby before 30 years old When I am not even married.....and given the toxic medication, I can't even think about concieving..

I think what I can only do now is just to sit and hope for the best..or something good to drop from the sky to fulfill my small little wish...

Back to my gal friend's wedding. It was held at Marriot hotel...

I am really glad for her....coz she has been searching for someone to truly love and take care for her..finally she has tied the knot.....

Sometimes, it is really to find a true love or rather a man that you think you really love and want to spend your lifetime with....."Does True Love Exist?"

Anyway met up with a few friends from temptation cruise as well...

Had a nice catch up and chat as we haven't had a chance to meet up for a very long time...

Wah..I think I look like a fatso standing beside the slim pretty bride...

Is 1st October today.

My company new Financial year as well as children's day......

I am back in office after clearing my 2 weeks of leave.....

How's my feeling?

I drag myself out of bed this morning....muscles are aching.....

Tired and sleepy after insomnia over the weekend

Went for a 2hours walk last Sat morning at Botanic garden...giving me muscle ache in my tigh and calf.

Sunday morning accompany KT to FCBC service at Expo...Gosh.....is really really very far lor......
I seriously doubt I will travel so far just to go service every week..to me it will be a chore....

Service was from 11am - 130pm....

Well, I don't like the atmosphere there....everyone jumping, singing and dancing...seems like a idol concert to me lor.......

anyway went to my primary school frend(jenny) 3 month's welcome home party after the church service.....Met a few of my primary school frend there.....and had a picture taken....

Well...stay tuned for my picture as I am still awaiting for the busy mummy "My Dear Cindy" to send me the picture.

26 Sep
I am clearing leave for 2 weeks which is ending on this Fri.....

Needless to say, I did not go for any holiday during this period as it was quite an unplanned leave...

However, as I am the kind that cannot stand doing nothing, I havealready planned out what to do almost everyday.....

Of course Mon and Wed, I be spending lots of time baby sitting my 9 mths niece....

However these 2 days, I have been going body combat, spring cleaning my house and spending time to bake...It is really good to catch up some of the stuff that I been wanting to do yet no time for it.

Some people ask me...Why haven't I been baking recently....well lately I been feeling very tired and lethargic....furthermore, I have not been able to eat well.

Therefore, did not spend time baking...as I would not be able to taste it anyway due to my indigestion and do not want to overwork myself with all the folding in of flour(quite energy consuming)

Went to buy some baking ingredients over the weekend....and decided to bake some stuff today...

Well, I am not good in decorating or making cake very nice and appealing...

I pick up all the baking skill on my own by looking at cookery/baking books...

Therefore, am unable to pick up skills of decorating....is a pity...
But the taste of my stuff...is definitely not bad.....thou not appealing.....haha....

Is that self consoling?

Well if you are my close friends..perhaps you might have taste my baking before...*Ahem*

Well I may start attending bakery lessons one of these days to really improve my baking skills..who knows, I might open my own bakery in future...

Make Sultana cake for KT (Healthy low sugar cake in case he put on weight)

Some Chocolate muffins for myself and family

As I sat on my bed.......

I start to wonder what is the meaning of life......

I have got 2 weeks of leave to clear...yet I do not know how to fully make use of it....

Sometimes..even how much I wanted to do certain things....I just lack the physical strength or mental strength to do it.....coz I just felt so weak and tired...both physically and mentally.....especially with this sickly body of mine....which are pump with tonnes and tonnes of medicine daily....and has some condition that cannot be cure but can only be control by life time medication....

Sad to say...I also have to make sure my emotions are stable...not too much ups or down..that will affect my mental state...and thus trigger another relapse...be it the antibodies attacking my digestive system or my reb blood cell causing inflammation or anaemia....

Sometimes..I wonder is this my life...Is this the path that GOD has paved for me to take? Is this the challenges has GOD destined for me?I am just full of question mark in my brain......
At times...Life seems to be so meaningless to me....people work towards an aim....

I have an aim to work towards as well...it seems so near yet so far within reach.....

I am just a simple woman.....I don't need to be rich and famous...or have have a rich or handsome husband......

I just yearn for a simple guy to dote on me..shower me the simplest family warmth and love..that a husband can give to a wife...and cuddling my own baby to sleep every night....

This is such a simple thing that many people can easily achieved...Yet there are some people who are tuck away in a small dark corner....where this simple task is far within reach......

Sometimes..I just wonder..is GOD fair to all human beings.....How does the GOD set the path for different people.....

I lost my real happiness 11 years ago....for people whom have known me that long...will have obviously known the reason.....this is something that no money can buy......perhaps I should have given up 11 years ago...instead of fighting against destiny....

All my life...I am clear conscience.....yet.....life has been unfair to me.....